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r sight seems turned in； gone down into her heart： she is looking at what she can remember； i believe； not at what is really present。 i wonder what sort of a girl she is—whether good or naughty。”
soon after five p。m。 we had another meal； consisting of a small mug of coffee； and half…a…slice of brown bread。 i devoured my bread and drank my coffee with relish； but i should have been glad of as much more—i was still hungry。 half…an…hour’s recreation succeeded； then study； then the glass of water and the piece of oat…cake； prayers； and bed。 such was my first day at lowood。
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Chapter 6
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the next day menced as before； getting up and dressing by rushlight； but this morning we were obliged to dispense with the ceremony of washing； the water in the pitchers was frozen。 a change had taken place in the weather the preceding evening； and a keen north…east wind； whistling through the crevices of our bedroom windows all night long； had made us shiver in our beds； and turned the contents of the ewers to ice。
before the long hour and a half of prayers and bible…reading was over； i felt ready to perish with cold。 breakfast…time came at last； and this morning the porridge was not burnt； the quality was eatable； the quantity small。 how small my portion seemed！ i wished it had been doubled。
in the course of the day i was enrolled a member of the fourth class； and regular tasks and occupations were assigned me： hitherto； i had only been a spectator of the proceedings at lowood； i was now to bee an actor therein。 at first； being little accustomed to learn by heart； the lessons appeared to me both long and difficult； the frequent change from task to task； too； bewildered me； and i was glad when； about three o’clock in the afternoon； miss smith put into my hands a border of muslin two yards long； together with needle； thimble； &c。； and sent me to sit in a quiet corner of the schoolroom； with directions to hem the same。 at that hour most of the others were sewing likewise； but one class still stood round miss scatcherd’s chair reading； and as all was quiet； the subject of their lessons could be heard； together with the manner in which each girl acquitted herself； and the animadversions or mendations of miss scatcherd on the performance。 it was english history： among the readers i observed my acquaintance of the verandah： at the mencement of the lesson； her place had been at the top of the class； but for some error of pronunciation； or some inattention to stops； she was suddenly sent to the very bottom。 even in that obscure position； miss scatcherd continued to make her an object of constant notice： she was continually addressing to her such phrases as the following：—
“burns” （such it seems was her name： the girls here were all called by their surnames； as boys are elsewhere）； “burns； you are standing on the side of your shoe； turn your toes out immediately。” “burns； you poke your chin most unpleasantly； draw it in。” “burns； i insist on your holding your head up； i will not have you before me in that attitude；” &c。 &c。
a chapter having been read through twice； the books were closed and the girls examined。 the lesson had prised part of the reign of charles i。； and there were sundry questions about tonnage and poundage and ship…money； which most of them appeared unable to answer； still； every little difficulty was solved instantly when it reached burns： her memory seemed to have retained the substance of the whole lesson； and she was ready with answers on every point。 i kept expecting that miss scatcherd would praise her attention； but； instead of that； she suddenly cried out—
“you dirty； disagreeable girl！ you have never cleaned your nails this morning！”
burns made no answer： i wondered at her silence。 “why；” thought i； “does she not explain that she could neither clean her nails nor wash her face； as the water was frozen？”
my attention was now called off by miss smith desiring me to hold a skein of thread： while she was winding it； she talked to me from time to time； asking whether i had ever been at school before； whether i could mark； stitch； knit； &c。； till she dismissed me； i could not pursue my observations on miss scatcherd’s movements。 when i returned to my seat； that lady was just delivering an order of which i did not catch the import； but burns immediately left the class； and going into the small inner room where the books were kept； returned in half a minute； carrying in her hand a bundle of twigs tied together at one end。 this ominous tool she presented to miss scatcherd with a respectful curtesy； then she quietly； and without being told； unloosed her pinafore； and the teacher instantly and sharply inflicted on her neck a dozen strokes with the bunch of twigs。 not a tear rose to burns’ eye； and； while i paused from my sewing； because my fingers quivered at this spectacle with a sentiment of unavailing and impotent anger； not a feature of her pensive face altered its ordinary expression。
“hardened girl！” exclaimed miss scatcherd； “nothing can correct you of your slatternly habits： carry the rod away。”
burns obeyed： i looked at her narrowly as she emerged from the book…closet； she was just putting back her handkerchief into her pocket； and the trace of a tear glistened on her thin cheek。
the play…hour in the evening i thought the pleasantest fraction of the day at lowood： the bit of bread； the draught of coffee swallowed at five o’clock had revived vitality； if it had not satisfied hunger： the long restraint of the day was slackened； the schoolroom felt warmer than in the morning—its fires being allowed to burn a little more brightly； to supply； in some measure； the place of candles； not yet introduced： the ruddy gloaming； the licensed uproar； the confusion of many voices gave one a wele sense of liberty。
on the evening of the day on which i had seen miss scatcherd flog her pupil； burns； i wandered as usual among the forms and tables and laughing groups without a panion； yet not feeling lonely： when i passed the windows； i now and then lifted a blind； and looked out； it snowed fast； a drift was already forming against the lower panes； putting my ear close