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the meal over; prayers were read by miss miller; and the classes filed off; two and two; upstairs。 overpowered by this time with weariness; i scarcely noticed what sort of a place the bedroom was; except that; like the schoolroom; i saw it was very long。 to…night i was to be miss miller’s bed…fellow; she helped me to undress: when laid down i glanced at the long rows of beds; each of which was quickly filled with two occupants; in ten minutes the single light was extinguished; and amidst silence and plete darkness i fell asleep。
the night passed rapidly。 i was too tired even to dream; i only once awoke to hear the wind rave in furious gusts; and the rain fall in torrents; and to be sensible that miss miller had taken her place by my side。 when i again unclosed my eyes; a loud bell was ringing; the girls were up and dressing; day had not yet begun to dawn; and a rushlight or two burned in the room。 i too rose reluctantly; it was bitter cold; and i dressed as well as i could for shivering; and washed when there was a basin at liberty; which did not occur soon; as there was but one basin to six girls; on the stands down the middle of the room。 again the bell rang: all formed in file; two and two; and in that order descended the stairs and entered the cold and dimly lit schoolroom: here prayers were read by miss miller; afterwards she called out—
“form classes!”
a great tumult succeeded for some minutes; during which miss miller repeatedly exclaimed; “silence!” and “order!” when it subsided; i saw them all drawn up in four semicircles; before four chairs; placed at the four tables; all held books in their hands; and a great book; like a bible; lay on each table; before the vacant seat。 a pause of some seconds succeeded; filled up by the low; vague hum of numbers; miss miller walked from class to class; hushing this indefinite sound。
a distant bell tinkled: immediately three ladies entered the room; each walked to a table and took her seat。 miss miller assumed the fourth vacant chair; which was that nearest the door; and around which the smallest of the children were assembled: to this inferior class i was called; and placed at the bottom of it。
business now began; the day’s collect was repeated; then certain texts of scripture were said; and to these succeeded a protracted reading of chapters in the bible; which lasted an hour。 by the time that exercise was terminated; day had fully dawned。 the indefatigable bell now sounded for the fourth time: the classes were marshalled and marched into another room to breakfast: how glad i was to behold a prospect of getting something to eat! i was now nearly sick from inanition; having taken so little the day before。
the refectory was a great; low…ceiled; gloomy room; on two long tables smoked basins of something hot; which; however; to my dismay; sent forth an odour far from inviting。 i saw a universal manifestation of discontent when the fumes of the repast met the nostrils of those destined to swallow it; from the van of the procession; the tall girls of the first class; rose the whispered words—
“disgusting! the porridge is burnt again!”
“silence!” ejaculated a voice; not that of miss miller; but one of the upper teachers; a little and dark personage; smartly dressed; but of somewhat morose aspect; who installed herself at the top of one table; while a more buxom lady presided at the other。 i looked in vain for her i had first seen the night before; she was not visible: miss miller occupied the foot of the table where i sat; and a strange; foreign…looking; elderly lady; the french teacher; as i afterwards found; took the corresponding seat at the other board。 a long grace was said and a hymn sung; then a servant brought in some tea for the teachers; and the meal began。
ravenous; and now very faint; i devoured a spoonful or two of my portion without thinking of its taste; but the first edge of hunger blunted; i perceived i had got in hand a nauseous mess; burnt porridge is almost as bad as rotten potatoes; famine itself soon sickens over it。 the spoons were moved slowly: i saw each girl taste her food and try to swallow it; but in most cases the effort was soon relinquished。 breakfast was over; and none had breakfasted。 thanks being returned for what we had not got; and a second hymn chanted; the refectory was evacuated for the schoolroom。 i was one of the last to go out; and in passing the tables; i saw one teacher take a basin of the porridge and taste it; she looked at the others; all their countenances expressed displeasure; and one of them; the stout one; whispered—
“abominable stuff! how shameful!”
a quarter of an hour passed before lessons again began; during which the schoolroom was in a glorious tumult; for that space of time it seemed to be permitted to talk loud and more freely; and they used their privilege。 the whole conversation ran on the breakfast; which one and all abused roundly。 poor things! it was the sole consolation they had。 miss miller was now the only teacher in the room: a group of great girls standing about her spoke with serious and sullen gestures。 i heard the name of mr。 brocklehurst pronounced by some lips; at which miss miller shook her head disapprovingly; but she made no great effort to cheek the general wrath; doubtless she shared in it。
a clock in the schoolroom struck nine; miss miller left her circle; and standing in the middle of the room; cried—
“silence! to your seats!”
discipline prevailed: in five minutes the confused throng was resolved into order; and parative silence quelled the babel clamour of tongues。 the upper teachers now punctually resumed their posts: but still; all seemed to wait。 ranged on benches down the sides of the room; the eighty girls sat motionless and erect; a quaint assemblage they appeared; all with plain locks bed from their faces; not a curl visible; in brown dresses; made high and surrounded by a narrow tucker about the throat; with little pockets of holland (shaped something like a highlander’s purse) tied in front of their frocks; and destined to serve the purpose of a work… bag: all; too; wearing woollen stockings and country…made shoes; fastened with bra