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on her novels。 in terms of statistics； the most disputed question is this： has she or has she not sold more books than the bible？ the difficulty es less from working out how many books she has sold （an ever…changing figure in the millions） than in obtaining solid figures for the bible—whatever one thinks of the word of god； his sales data are notoriously unreliable。 the figure that might have interested me the most； as i sat there at the bottom of the stairs； was twenty…two。 this was the number of biographers who； for want of information； or lack of encouragement； or after inducements or threats from miss winter herself； had been persuaded to give up trying to discover the truth about her。 but i knew none of this then。 i knew only one statistic； and it was one that seemed relevant： how many books by vida winter had i； margaret lea； read？ none。
i shivered on the stairs； yawned and stretched。 returning to myself； i found that my thoughts had been rearranged in my absence。 two items in particular had been selected out of the unheeded detritus that is my memory and placed for my attention。
the first was a little scene involving my father。 a box of books we are unpacking from a private library clearance includes a number of vida winters。 at the shop we don’t deal in contemporary fiction。 “i’ll take them to the charity shop in my lunch hour；” i say； and leave them on the side of the desk。 but before the morning is out； three of the four books are gone。 sold。 one to a priest； one to a cartographer； one to a military historian。 our clients’ faces； with the customary outward paleness and inner glow of the book lover； seem to light up when they spot the rich colors of the paperback covers。 after lunch； when we have finished the unpacking and the cataloging and the shelving and we have no customers； we sit reading as usual。 it is late autumn； it is raining and the windows have misted up。 in the background is the hiss of the gas heater； we hear the sound without hearing it for； side by side； together and miles apart； we are deep in our books。 “shall i make tea？” i ask； surfacing。 no answer。
i make tea all the same and put a cup next to him on the desk。 an hour later the untouched tea is cold。 i make a fresh pot and put mother steaming cup beside him on the desk。 he is oblivious to my ；very movement。
gently i tilt the volume in his hands so that i can see the cover。 it is the fourth vida winter。 i return the book to its original position and study my father’s face。 he cannot hear me。 he cannot see me。 he is in another world； and i am a ghost。
that was the first memory。
the second is an image。 in three…quarter profile； carved massively out of light and shade； a face towers over the muters who wait； stunted； beneath。 it is only an advertising photograph pasted on a bill…board in a railway station； but to my mind’s eye it has the impassive grandeur of long…forgotten queens and deities carved into rock faces by ancient civilizations。 to contemplate the exquisite arc of the eye； the road； smooth sweep of the cheekbones； the impeccable line and proportions of the nose； is to marvel that the randomness of human variation can produce something so supernaturally perfect as this。 such bones； discovered by the archaeologists of the future； would seem an artifact； a product not of blunt…tooled nature but of the very peak of artistic endeavor。 the skin that embellishes these remarkable bones has the opaque luminosity of alabaster； it appears paler still by contrast with the elaborate twists and coils of copper hair that are arranged with such precision about the fine temples and down the strong； elegant neck。
as if this extravagant beauty were not enough； there are the eyes。 intensified by some photographic sleight of hand to an inhuman green； the green of glass in a church window； or of emeralds or of boiled sweets； they gaze out over the heads of the muters with perfect in…expression。 i can’t say whether the other travelers that day felt the same way as i about the picture； they had read the books； so they may have had a different perspective on things。 but for me； looking into the large green eyes； i could not help being reminded of that monplace expression about the eyes being the gateway to the soul。 this woman； i remember thinking； as i gazed at her green； unseeing eyes； does not have a soul。
such was； on the night of the letter； the extent of my knowledge about vida winter。 it was not much。 though on reflection perhaps it was as much as anyone else might know。 for although everyone knew vida winter—knew her name； knew her face； knew her books—at the same time nobody knew her。 as famous for her secrets as for her stories； she was a perfect mystery。
now； if the letter was to be believed； vida winter wanted to tell the truth about herself。 this was curious enough in itself； but curiouser still was my next thought： why should she want to tell it to me？
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MARGARET’S STORY
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rising from the stairs； i stepped into the darkness of the shop。 i didn’t need the light switch to find my way。 i know the shop the way you know the places of your childhood。 instantly the smell of leather and old paper was soothing。 i ran my fingertips along the spines； like a pianist along his keyboard。 each book has its own individual note： the grainy； linen…covered spine of daniels’s history of map making； the racked leather of lakunin’s minutes from the meetings of the st。 petersburg cartographic academy； a well…worn folder that contains his maps； and…drawn； hand…colored。 you could blindfold me and position me anywhere on the three floors of this shop； and i could tell you from the books under my fingertips where i was。
we see few customers in lea’s antiquarian booksellers； a scant half…dozen a day on average。 there is a flurry of activity in september when le students e to buy copies of the new year’s set texts； another in ay when they bring them back after the exams。 these books my father ills migratory。 at other times of the year we can go days without see…g a client。 every summer brings the odd tourist who； having wan…ted off the beaten track； is prompted by curiosity to step out of the sunshine and i