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the roof?tree of your cottage and to keep cellar and larder full。 i have sought through all my life to find the secret of life。 i was not happy in my youth; for i knew that it would pass; and i was not happy in my manhood; for i knew that age was ing; and so i gave myself; in youth and manhood and age; to the search for the great secret。 i longed for a life whose abundance would fill centuries; i scorned the life of fourscore winters。 i would be??nay; i will be!??like the ancient gods of the land。 i read in my youth; in a hebrew manuscript i found in a spanish monastery; that there is a moment after the sun has entered the ram and before he has passed the lion; which trembles with the song of the immortal powers; and that whosoever finds this moment and listens to the song shall bee like the immortal powers themselves; i came back to ireland and asked the fairy men; and the cow?doctors; if they knew when this moment was; but though all had heard of it; there was none could find the moment upon the hour?glass。 so i gave myself to magic; and spent my life in fasting and in labour that i might bring the gods and the fairies to my side; and now at last one of the fairies has told me that the moment is at hand。 one; who wore a red cap and whose lips were white with the froth of the new milk; whispered it into my ear。 tomorrow; a little before the close of the first hour after dawn; i shall find the moment; and then i will go away to a southern land and build myself a palace of white marble amid orange trees; and gather the brave and the beautiful about me; and enter into the eternal kingdom of my youth。 but; that i may hear the whole song; i was told by the little fellow with the froth of the new milk on his lips; that you must bring great masses of green boughs and pile them about the door and the window of my room; and you must put fresh green rushes upon the floor; and cover the table and the rushes with the roses and the lilies of the monks。 you must do this to?night; and in the morning at the end of the first hour after dawn; you must e and find me。
will you be quite young then? said the boy。
i will be as young then as you are; but now i am still old and tired; and you must help me to my chair and to my books。
when the boy had left aengus son of forbis in his room; and had lighted the lamp which; by some contrivance of the wizards; gave forth a sweet odour as of strange flowers; he went into the wood and began cutting green boughs from the hazels; and great bundles of rushes from the western border of the isle; where the small rocks gave place to gently sloping sand and clay。 it was nightfall before he had cut enough for his purpose; and well?nigh midnight before he had carried the last bundle to its place; and gone back for the roses and the lilies。 it was one of those warm; beautiful nights when everything seems carved of precious stones。
sleuth wood away to the south looked as though cut out of green beryl; and the waters that mirrored them shone like pale opal。 the roses he was gathering were like glowing rubies; and the lilies had the dull lustre of pearl。 everything had taken upon itself the look of something imperishable; except a glow?worm; whose faint flame burnt on steadily among the shadows; moving slowly hither and thither; the only thing that seemed alive; the only thing that seemed perishable as mortal hope。 the boy gathered a great armful of roses and lilies; and thrusting the glow? worm among their pearl and ruby; carried them into the room; where the old man sat in a half?slumber。 he laid armful after armful upon the floor and above the table; and then; gently closing the door; threw himself upon his bed of rushes; to dream of a peaceful manhood with his chosen wife at his side; and the laughter of children in his ears。 at dawn he rose; and went down to the edge of the lake; taking the hour?glass with him。 he put some bread and a flask of wine in the boat; that his master might not lack food at the outset of his journey; and then sat down to wait until the hour from dawn had gone by。
gradually the birds began to sing; and when the last grains of sand were falling; everything suddenly seemed to overflow with their music。 it was the most beautiful and living moment of the year; one could listen to the springs heart beating in it。 he got up and went to find his master。 the green boughs filled the door; and he had to make a way through them。 when he entered the room the sunlight was falling in flickering circles on floor and walls and table; and everything was full of soft green shadows。 but the old man sat clasping a mass of roses and lilies in his arms; and with his head sunk upon his breast。 on the table; at his left hand; was a leathern wallet full of gold and silver pieces; as for a journey; and at his right hand was a long staff。 the boy touched him and he did not move。 he lifted the hands but they were quite cold; and they fell heavily。
it were better for him; said the lad; to have told his beads and said his prayers like another; and not to have spent his days in seeking amongst the immortal powers what he could have found in his own deeds and days had he willed。 ah; yes; it were better to have said his prayers and kissed his beads! he looked at the threadbare blue velvet; and he saw it was covered with the pollen of the flowers; and while he was looking at it a thrush; who had alighted among the boughs that were piled against the window; began to sing。
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THE CURSE OF THE FIRES AND OF THE SHADOWS
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one summer night; when there was peace; a score of puritan troopers under the pious sir frederick hamilton; broke through the door of the abbey of the white friars which stood over the gara lough at sligo。 as the door fell with a crash they saw a little knot of friars; gathered about the altar; their white habits glimmering in the steady light of the holy candles。 all the monks were kneeling except the abbot; who stood upon the altar steps with a great brazen crucifix in his hand。 shoot them! cried sir frederick hamilton; but none stirred; for all were new converts; and feared the crucifix and the holy candles。 the white lights from the altar threw the shadows of the trooper