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years; pretending; letting one take it for granted; that he
was single。 And the poor deserted little wife—”
“She is not his wife;” Aunt Celia interrupted。
“I’ve never heard anything so detestable!” Mrs。 Hilbery
wound up; striking her fist on the arm of her chair。 As she
realized the facts she became thoroughly disgusted; although;
perhaps; she was more hurt by the concealment
of the sin than by the sin itself。 She looked splendidly
roused and indignant; and Katharine felt an immense relief
and pride in her mother。 It was plain that her indignation
was very genuine; and that her mind was as perfectly
focused upon the facts as any one could wish—
more so; by a long way; than Aunt Celia’s mind; which
seemed to be timidly circling; with a morbid pleasure; in
these unpleasant shades。 She and her mother together
would take the situation in hand; visit Cyril; and see the
whole thing through。
“We must realize Cyril’s point of view first;” she said;
speaking directly to her mother; as if to a contemporary;
but before the words were out of her mouth; there was
more confusion outside; and Cousin Caroline; Mrs。 Hilbery’s
maiden cousin; entered the room。 Although she was by
birth an Alardyce; and Aunt Celia a Hilbery; the plexities
of the family relationship were such that each was at
once first and second cousin to the other; and thus aunt
and cousin to the culprit Cyril; so that his misbehavior
was almost as much Cousin Caroline’s affair as Aunt Celia’s。
Cousin Caroline was a lady of very imposing height and
circumference; but in spite of her size and her handsome
trappings; there was something exposed and unsheltered
in her expression; as if for many summers her thin red
skin and hooked nose and reduplication of chins; so much
resembling the profile of a cockatoo; had been bared to
the weather; she was; indeed; a single lady; but she had;
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it was the habit to say; “made a life for herself;” and was
thus entitled to be heard with respect。
“This unhappy business;” she began; out of breath as
she was。 “If the train had not gone out of the station just
as I arrived; I should have been with you before。 Celia
has doubtless told you。 You will agree with me; Maggie。
He must be made to marry her at once for the sake of the
children—”
“But does he refuse to marry her?” Mrs。 Hilbery inquired;
with a return of her bewilderment。
“He has written an absurd perverted letter; all quotations;”
Cousin Caroline puffed。 “He thinks he’s doing a very
fine thing; where we only see the folly of it… 。 The girl’s
every bit as infatuated as he is—for which I blame him。”
“She entangled him;” Aunt Celia intervened; with a very
curious smoothness of intonation; which seemed to convey
a vision of threads weaving and interweaving a close;
white mesh round their victim。
“It’s no use going into the rights and wrongs of the
affair now; Celia;” said Cousin Caroline with some acerbity;
for she believed herself the only practical one of the
family; and regretted that; owing to the slowness of the
kitchen clock; Mrs。 Milvain had already confused poor
dear Maggie with her own inplete version of the facts。
“The mischief’s done; and very ugly mischief too。 Are we
to allow the third child to be born out of wedlock? (I am
sorry to have to say these things before you; Katharine。)
He will bear your name; Maggie—your father’s name; remember。”
“But let us hope it will be a girl;” said Mrs。 Hilbery。
Katharine; who had been looking at her mother constantly;
while the chatter of tongues held sway; perceived
that the look of straightforward indignation had already
vanished; her mother was evidently casting about in her
mind for some method of escape; or bright spot; or sudden
illumination which should show to the satisfaction
of everybody that all had happened; miraculously but
incontestably; for the best。
“It’s detestable—quite detestable!” she repeated; but
in tones of no great assurance; and then her face lit up
with a smile which; tentative at first; soon became almost
assured。 “Nowadays; people don’t think so badly of
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these things as they used to do;” she began。 “It will be
horribly unfortable for them sometimes; but if they
are brave; clever children; as they will be; I dare say it’ll
make remarkable people of them in the end。 Robert Browning
used to say that every great man has Jewish blood in
him; and we must try to look at it in that light。 And; after
all; Cyril has acted on principle。 One may disagree with
his principle; but; at least; one can respect it—like the
French Revolution; or Cromwell cutting the King’s head
off。 Some of the most terrible things in history have been
done on principle;” she concluded。
“I’m afraid I take a very different view of principle;”
Cousin Caroline remarked tartly。
“Principle!” Aunt Celia repeated; with an air of deprecating
such a word in such a connection。 “I will go tomorrow
and see him;” she added。
“But why should you take these disagreeable things
upon yourself; Celia?” Mrs。 Hilbery interposed; and Cousin
Caroline thereupon protested with some further plan involving
sacrifice of herself。
Growing weary of it all; Katharine turned to the win
dow; and stood among the folds of the curtain; pressing
close to the windowpane; and gazing disconsolately at
the river much in the attitude of a child depressed by the
meaningless talk of its elders。 She was much disappointed
in her mother—and in herself too。 The little tug which
she gave to the blind; letting it fly up to the top with a
snap; signified her annoyance。 She was very angry; and
yet impotent to give expression to her anger; or know
with whom she was angry。 How they talked and moralized
and made up stories to suit their own version of the being;
and secretly praised their own devotion and tact!
No; they had their dwelling in a mist; she decided; hundreds
of miles away —away from what? “Perhaps it would
be bette