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Was this not the chance he offered her—the rare and
wonderful chance of friendship? At any rate; she told
Denham; with a sigh in which he heard both impatience
and relief; that she agreed; she thought him right; she
would accept his terms of friendship。
“Now;” she said; “let’s go and have tea。”
In fact; these principles having been laid down; a great
lightness of spirit showed itself in both of them。 They
were both convinced that something of profound importance
had been settled; and could now give their attention
to their tea and the Gardens。 They wandered in and
out of glasshouses; saw lilies swimming in tanks; breathed
in the scent of thousands of carnations; and pared
their respective tastes in the matter of trees and lakes。
While talking exclusively of what they saw; so that any
one might have overheard them; they felt that the pact
between them was made firmer and deeper by the
number of people who passed them and suspected nothing
of the kind。 The question of Ralph’s cottage and future
was not mentioned again。
CHAPTER XXVI
Although the old coaches; with their gay panels and the
guard’s horn; and the humors of the box and the vicissitudes
of the road; have long moldered into dust so far as
they were matter; and are preserved in the printed pages
of our novelists so far as they partook of the spirit; a
journey to London by express train can still be a very
pleasant and romantic adventure。 Cassandra Otway; at the
age of twentytwo; could imagine few things more pleasant。
Satiated with months of green fields as she was; the
first row of artisans’ villas on the outskirts of London
seemed to have something serious about it; which positively
increased the importance of every person in the
railway carriage; and even; to her impressionable mind;
quickened the speed of the train and gave a note of stern
authority to the shriek of the enginewhistle。 They were
bound for London; they must have precedence of all traffic
not similarly destined。 A different demeanor was necessary
directly one stepped out upon Liverpool Street
platform; and became one of those preoccupied and hasty
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citizens for whose needs innumerable taxicabs; motor
omnibuses; and underground railways were in waiting。
She did her best to look dignified and preoccupied too;
but as the cab carried her away; with a determination
which alarmed her a little; she became more and more
forgetful of her station as a citizen of London; and turned
her head from one window to another; picking up eagerly
a building on this side or a street scene on that to feed
her intense curiosity。 And yet; while the drive lasted no
one was real; nothing was ordinary; the crowds; the Government
buildings; the tide of men and women washing
the base of the great glass windows; were all generalized;
and affected her as if she saw them on the stage。
All these feelings were sustained and partly inspired by
the fact that her journey took her straight to the center
of her most romantic world。 A thousand times in the midst
of her pastoral landscape her thoughts took this precise
road; were admitted to the house in Chelsea; and went
directly upstairs to Katharine’s room; where; invisible
themselves; they had the better chance of feasting upon
the privacy of the room’s adorable and mysterious mis
tress。 Cassandra adored her cousin; the adoration might
have been foolish; but was saved from that excess and
lent an engaging charm by the volatile nature of
Cassandra’s temperament。 She had adored a great many
things and people in the course of twentytwo years; she
had been alternately the pride and the desperation of her
teachers。 She had worshipped architecture and music;
natural history and humanity; literature and art; but always
at the height of her enthusiasm; which was acpanied
by a brilliant degree of acplishment; she
changed her mind and bought; surreptitiously; another
grammar。 The terrible results which governesses had predicted
from such mental dissipation were certainly apparent
now that Cassandra was twentytwo; and had never
passed an examination; and daily showed herself less and
less capable of passing one。 The more serious prediction
that she could never possibly earn her living was also
verified。 But from all these short strands of different acplishments
Cassandra wove for herself an attitude; a
cast of mind; which; if useless; was found by some people
to have the not despicable virtues of vivacity and fresh
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ness。 Katharine; for example; thought her a most charming
panion。 The cousins seemed to assemble between
them a great range of qualities which are never found
united in one person and seldom in half a dozen people。
Where Katharine was simple; Cassandra was plex;
where Katharine was solid and direct; Cassandra was vague
and evasive。 In short; they represented very well the manly
and the womanly sides of the feminine nature; and; for
foundation; there was the profound unity of mon blood
between them。 If Cassandra adored Katharine she was
incapable of adoring any one without refreshing her spirit
with frequent draughts of raillery and criticism; and
Katharine enjoyed her laughter at least as much as her
respect。
Respect was certainly uppermost in Cassandra’s mind
at the present moment。 Katharine’s engagement had appealed
to her imagination as the first engagement in a
circle of contemporaries is apt to appeal to the imaginations
of the others; it was solemn; beautiful; and mysterious;
it gave both parties the important air of those who
have been initiated into some rite which is still con
cealed from the rest of the group。 For Katharine’s sake
Cassandra thought William a most distinguished and interesting
character; and weled first his conversation
and then his manuscript as the marks of a friendship
which it flattered and delighted her to inspire。
Katharine was still out when she arrived at Cheyne Walk。
After greeting her uncle and aunt and receiving; as usual;
a present of t