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〃That's different；〃 Jacob said； and I watched in surprise as he mockpunched Edward's shoulder。
〃Bella's supposed to be a grownup。 Married and a mom and all that。 Shouldn't there be more dignity？〃
Renesmee frowned； and touched Edward's face。
〃What does she want？〃 I asked。
〃Less dignity；〃 Edward said with a grin。 〃She was having almost as much fun watching you enjoy yourself
as I was。〃
〃Am I funny？〃 I asked Renesmee； darting back and reaching for her at the same time that she reached
for me。 I took her out of Edward's arms and offered her the shard of rock in my hand。 〃You want to
try？〃
She smiled her glittering smile and took the stone in both hands。 She squeezed； a little dent forming
between her eyebrows as she concentrated。
There was a tiny grinding sound； and a bit of dust。 She frowned； and held the chunk up to me。
Til get it；〃 I said； pinching the stone into sand。
She clapped and laughed； the delicious sound of it made us all join in。
The sun suddenly burst through the clouds； shooting long beams of ruby and gold across the ten of us；
and I was immediately lost in the beauty of my skin in the light of the sunset。 Dazed by it。
Renesmee stroked the smooth diamondbright facets； then laid her arm next to mine。 Her skin had just a
faint luminosity； subtle and mysterious。 Nothing that would keep her inside on a sunny day like my
glowing sparkle。 She touched my face； thinking of the difference and feeling disgruntled。
〃You're the prettiest；〃 I assured her。
Tm not sure I can agree to that；〃 Edward said； and when I turned to answer him； the sunlight on his face
stunned me into silence。
Jacob had his hand in front of his face； pretending to shield his eyes from the glare。 〃Freaky Bella；〃 he
mented。
〃What an amazing creature she is；〃 Edward murmured； almost in agreement； as if Jacob's ment was
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meant as a pliment。 He was both dazzling and dazzled。
It was a strange feeling—not surprising； I supposed； since everything felt strange now—this being a
natural at something。 As a human； I'd never been best at anything。 I was okay at dealing with Renee； but
probably lots of people could have done better； Phil seemed to be holding his own。 I was a good
student； but never the top of the class。 Obviously； I could be counted out of anything athletic。 Not artistic
or musical； no particular talents to brag of。 Nobody ever gave away a trophy for reading books。 After
eighteen years of mediocrity； I was pretty used to being average。 I realized now that I'd long ago given up
any aspirations of shining at anything。 I just did the best with what I had； never quite fitting into my world。
So this was really different。 I was amazing now—to them and to myself。 It was like I had been born to
be a vampire。 The idea made me want to laugh； but it also made me want to sing。 I had found my true
place in the world； the place I fit； the place I shined。
27。 TRAVEL PLANS
i took mythology a lot more seriously since I'd bee a vampire。
Often； when I looked back over my first three months as an immortal； I imagined how the thread of my
life might look in the Fates' loom—who knew but that it actually existed？ I was sure my thread must have
changed color； I thought it had probably started out as a nice beige； something supportive and
nonconfrontational； something that would look good in the background。 Now it felt like it must be bright
crimson； or maybe glistening gold。
The tapestry of family and friends that wove together around me was a beautiful； glowing thing； full of
their bright； plementary colors。
I was surprised by some of the threads I got to include in my life。 The werewolves； with their deep；
woodsy colors； were not something I'd expected； Jacob； of course； and Seth； too。 But my old friends
Quil and Embry became part of the fabric as they joined Jacob's pack； and even Sam and Emily were
cordial。 The tensions between our families eased； mostly due to Renesmee。 She was easy to love。
Sue and Leah Clearwater were interlaced into our life； too—two more I had not anticipated。
Sue seemed to have taken it on herself to smooth Charlie's transition into the world of makebelieve。
She came with him to the Cullens' most days； though she never seemed truly fortable here the way
her son and most of Jake's pack did。 She did not speak often； she just hovered protectively near Charlie。
She was always the first person he looked to when Renesmee did something disturbingly advanced
—which was often。 In answer； Sue would eye Seth meaningfully as if to say； Yeah； tell me about it。
Leah was even less fortable than Sue and was the only part of our recently extended family who
was openly hostile to the merger。 However； she and Jacob had a new camaraderie that kept her close to
us all。 I asked him about it once—hesitantly； I didn't want to pry； but the relationship was so different
from the way it used to be that it made me curious。 He shrugged and told me it was a pack thing。 She
was his secondinmand now； his 〃beta；〃 as
I'd called it once long ago。
〃I figured as long as I was going to do this Alpha thing for real；〃 Jacob explained； 〃I'd better nail down
the formalities。〃
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The new responsibility made Leah feel the need to check in with him often； and since he was always with
Renesmee。。。
Leah was not happy to be near us； but she was the exception。 Happiness was the main ponent in my
life now； the dominant pattern in the tapestry。 So much so that my relationship with Jasper was now much
closer than I'd ever dreamed it would be。
At first I was really annoyed； though。
〃Yeesh！〃 I plained to Edward one night after we'd put Renesmee in her wroughtiron crib。 〃If I
haven't killed Charlie or Sue yet； it's probably not going to happen。 I wish Jasper would stop hovering all
the time！〃
〃No one doubts you； Bella； not in the slightest；〃 he assured me。 〃You know how Jasper is—he can't
resist a good emoti