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right。 The eyes are really something； aren't they？〃
〃Supercreepy。 But it's not as bad as I thought it would be。〃
〃Gee—thanks for the amazing pliment！〃
He rolled his eyes。 〃You know what I mean。 You still look like you—sort of。 Maybe it's not the look so
much as。。。 you are Bella。 I didn't think it would feel like you were still here。〃 He smiled at me again
without a trace of bitterness or resentment anywhere in his face。 Then he chuckled and said； 〃Anyway； I
guess I'll get used to the eyes soon enough。〃
〃You will？〃 I asked； confused。 It was wonderful that we were still friends； but it wasn't like we'd be
spending much time together。
The strangest look crossed his face； erasing the smile。 It was almost。。。 guilty？ Then his eyes shifted to
Edward。
〃Thanks；〃 he said。 〃I didn't know if you'd be able to keep it from her； promise or not。 Usually； you just
give her everything she wants。〃
〃Maybe I'm hoping she'll get irritated and rip your head off；〃 Edward suggested。
Jacob snorted。
〃What's going on？ Are you two keeping secrets from me？〃 I demanded； incredulous。
〃I'll explain later；〃 Jacob said selfconsciously—like he didn't really plan on it。 Then he changed the
subject。 〃First； let's get this show on the road。〃 His grin was a challenge now as he started slowly
forward。
There was a whine of protest behind him； and then Leah's gray body slid out of the trees behind him。
The taller； sandycolored Seth was right behind her。
〃Cool it； guys；〃 Jacob said。 〃Stay out of this。〃
I was glad they didn't listen to him but only followed after him a little more slowly。
The wind was still now； it wouldn't blow his scent away from me。
He got close enough that I could feel the heat of his body in the air between us。 My throat burned in
response。
〃C'mon； Bells。 Do your worst。〃
Leah hissed。
I didn't want to breathe。 It wasn't right to take such dangerous advantage of Jacob； no matter if he was
the one offering。 But I couldn't get away from the logic。 How else could I be sure that I wouldn't hurt
Renesmee？
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Tm getting older here； Bella；〃 Jacob taunted。 〃Okay； not technically； but you get the idea。 Go on； take a
whiff。〃
〃Hold on to me；〃 I said to Edward； cringing back into his chest。
His hands tightened on my arms。
I locked my muscles in place； hoping I could keep them frozen。 I resolved that I would do at least as
well as I had on the hunt。 Worstcase scenario； I would stop breathing and run for it。 Nervously； I took a
tiny breath in through my nose； braced for anything。
It hurt a little； but my throat was already burning dully anyway。 Jacob didn't smell that much more human
than the mountain lion。 There was an animal edge to his blood that instantly repelled。 Though the loud；
wet sound of his heart was appealing； the scent that went with it made my nose wrinkle。 It was actually
easier with the smell to temper my reaction to the sound and heat of his pulsing blood。
I took another breath and relaxed。 〃Huh。 I can see what everyone's been going on about。 You stink；
Jacob。〃
Edward burst into laughter； his hands slipped from my shoulders to wrap around my waist。 Seth barked
a low chortle in harmony with Edward； he came a little closer while Leah retreated several paces。 And
then I was aware of another audience when I heard Emmett's low； distinct guffaw； muffled a little by the
glass wall between us。
〃Look who's talking；〃 Jacob said； theatrically plugging his nose。 His face didn't pucker at all while
Edward embraced me； not even when Edward posed himself and whispered 〃I love you〃 in my ear。
Jacob just kept grinning。 This made me feel hopeful that things were going to be right between us； the
way they hadn't been for so long now。 Maybe now I could truly be his friend； since I disgusted him
enough physically that he couldn't love me the same way as before。 Maybe that was all that was needed。
〃Okay； so I passed； right？〃 I said。 〃Now are you going to tell me what this big secret is？〃
Jacob's expression became very nervous。 〃It's nothing you need to worry about this second___〃
I heard Emmett chuckle again—a sound of anticipation。
I would have pressed my point； but as I listened to Emmett； I heard other sounds； too。 Seven people
breathing。 One set of lungs moving more rapidly than the others。 Only one heart fluttering like a bird's
wings； light and quick。
I was totally diverted。 My daughter was just on the other side of that thin wall of glass。 I couldn't see her
—the light bounced off the reflective windows like a mirror。 I could only see myself； looking very
strange—so white and still—pared to Jacob。 Or； pared to Edward； looking exactly right。
〃Renesmee；〃 I whispered。 Stress made me a statue again。 Renesmee wasn't going to smell like an animal。
Would I put her in danger？
〃e and see；〃 Edward murmured。 〃I know you can handle this。〃
〃You'll help me？〃 I whispered through motionless lips。
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〃Of course I will。〃
〃And Emmett and Jasper—just in case？〃
〃We'll take care of you； Bella。 Don't worry； we'll be ready。 None of us would risk Renesmee。 I think
you'll be surprised at how entirely she's already wrapped us all around her little fingers。 She'll be perfectly
safe； no matter what。〃
My yearning to see her； to understand the worship in his voice； broke my frozen pose。 I took a step
forward。
And then Jacob was in my way； his face a mask of worry。
〃Are you sure； bloodsucker？〃 he demanded of Edward； his voice almost pleading。 I'd never heard him
speak to Edward that way。 〃I don't like this。 Maybe she should wait—〃
〃You had your test； Jacob。〃
It was Jacob's test？
〃But—；〃 Jacob began。
〃But nothing；〃 Edward said； suddenly exasperated。 〃Bella needs to see our daughter。 Get out of her
way。〃
Jacob shot me an odd； frantic look and then turned and nearly sprinted into the house ahead of us。
Edward growled。
I couldn't make sense of their