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〃And the others？〃 I asked timidly。 〃What are they？〃
His brow puckered for a brief moment。 〃Incredulous； for the most part。〃
I peeked quickly behind me at his family。 They sat staring off in
different directions； exactly the same as the first time I'd seen them。
Only now they were four； their beautiful； bronzehaired brother sat
across from me； his golden eyes troubled。
〃They don't like me；〃 I guessed。
〃That's not it；〃 he disagreed； but his eyes were too innocent。 〃They
don't understand why I can't leave you alone。〃
I grimaced。 〃Neither do I； for that matter。〃
Edward shook his head slowly； rolling his eyes toward the ceiling before
he met my gaze again。 〃I told you — you don't see yourself clearly at
all。 You're not like anyone I've ever known。 You fascinate me。〃
I glared at him； sure he was teasing now。
He smiled as he deciphered my expression。 〃Having the advantages I do；〃
he murmured； touching his forehead discreetly； 〃I have a better than
average grasp of human nature。 People are predictable。 But you… you never
do what I expect。 You always take me by surprise。〃
I looked away； my eyes wandering back to his family； embarrassed and
dissatisfied。 His words made me feel like a science experiment。 I wanted
to laugh at myself for expecting anything else。
〃That part is easy enough to explain；〃 he continued。 I felt his eyes on
my face but I couldn't look at him yet； afraid he might read the chagrin
in my eyes。 〃But there's more… and it's not so easy to put into words —〃
I was still staring at the Cullens while he spoke。 Suddenly Rosalie； his
blond and breathtaking sister； turned to look at me。 No； not to look — to
glare； with dark； cold eyes。 I wanted to look away； but her gaze held me
until Edward broke off midsentence and made an angry noise under his
breath。 It was almost a hiss。
Rosalie turned her head； and I was relieved to be free。 I looked back at
Edward — and I knew he could see the confusion and fear that widened my
eyes。
His face was tight as he explained。 〃I'm sorry about that。 She's just
worried。 You see… it's dangerous for more than just me if； after spending
so much time with you so publicly…〃 He looked down。
〃If？〃
〃If this ends… badly。〃 He dropped his head into his hands； as he had that
night in Port Angeles。 His anguish was plain； I yearned to fort him；
but I was at a loss to know how。 My hand reached toward him
involuntarily； quickly； though； I dropped it to the table； fearing that
my touch would only make things worse。 I realized slowly that his words
should frighten me。 I waited for that fear to e； but all I could seem
to feel was an ache for his pain。
And frustration — frustration that Rosalie had interrupted whatever he
was about to say。 I didn't know how to bring it up again。 He still had
his head in his hands。
I tried to speak in a normal voice。 〃And you have to leave now？〃
〃Yes。〃 He raised his face； it was serious for a moment； and then his mood
shifted and he smiled。 〃It's probably for the best。 We still have fifteen
minutes of that wretched movie left to endure in Biology — I don't think
I could take any more。〃
I started。 Alice — her short； inky hair in a halo of spiky disarray
around her exquisite； elfin face — was suddenly standing behind his
shoulder。 Her slight frame was willowy； graceful even in absolute
stillness。
He greeted her without looking away from me。 〃Alice。〃
〃Edward；〃 she answered； her high soprano voice almost as attractive as
his。
〃Alice； Bella — Bella； Alice；〃 he introduced us； gesturing casually with
his hand； a wry smile on his face。
〃Hello； Bella。〃 Her brilliant obsidian eyes were unreadable； but her
smile was friendly。 〃It's nice to finally meet you。〃
Edward flashed a dark look at her。
〃Hi； Alice；〃 I murmured shyly。
〃Are you ready？〃 she asked him。
His voice was aloof。 〃Nearly。 I'll meet you at the car。〃
She left without another word； her walk was so fluid； so sinuous that I
felt a sharp pang of jealousy。
〃Should I say 'have fun；' or is that the wrong sentiment？〃 I asked；
turning back to him。
〃No； 'have fun' works as well as anything。〃 He grinned。
〃Have fun； then。〃 I worked to sound wholehearted。 Of course I didn't fool
him。
〃I'll try。〃 He still grinned。 〃And you try to be safe； please。〃
〃Safe in Forks — what a challenge。〃
〃For you it is a challenge。〃 His jaw hardened。 〃Promise。〃
〃I promise to try to be safe；〃 I recited。 〃I'll do the laundry tonight —
that ought to be fraught with peril。〃
〃Don't fall in；〃 he mocked。
〃I'll do my best。〃
He stood then； and I rose； too。
〃I'll see you tomorrow；〃 I sighed。
〃It seems like a long time to you； doesn't it？〃 he mused。
I nodded glumly。
〃I'll be there in the morning；〃 he promised； smiling his crooked smile。
He reached across the table to touch my face； lightly brushing along my
cheekbone again。 Then he turned and walked away。 I stared after him until
he was gone。
I was sorely tempted to ditch the rest of the day； at the very least Gym；
but a warning instinct stopped me。 I knew that if I disappeared now； Mike
and others would assume I was with Edward。 And Edward was worried about
the time we'd spent together publicly… if things went wrong。 I refused to
dwell on the last thought； concentrating instead on making things safer
for him。
I intuitively knew — and sensed he did； too — that tomorrow would be
pivotal。 Our relationship couldn't continue to balance； as it did； on the
point of a knife。 We would fall off one edge or the other； depending
entirely upon his decision； or his instincts。 My decision was made； made
before I'd ever consciously chosen； and I was mitted to seeing it
through。 Because there was nothing more terrifying to me； more
excruciating； than the thought of turning away from him。 It was an
impossibility。
I went to class； feeling dutiful。 I couldn't honestly say what happened
in Biology； my mind was too preoccupied with thoughts of tomorrow。 In
Gym； Mike was speaking to me again； he wished me a good time in Seattle。
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