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〃Oh well。 He is unbelievably gorgeous。〃 Jessica shrugged as if this
excused any flaws。 Which； in her book； it probably did。
〃There's a lot more to him than that。〃
〃Really？ Like what？〃
I wished I had let it go。 Almost as much as I was hoping he'd been
kidding about listening in。
〃I can't explain it right… but he's even more unbelievable behind the
face。〃 The vampire who wanted to be good — who ran around saving people's
lives so he wouldn't be a monster… I stared toward the front of the room。
〃Is that possible？〃 She giggled。
I ignored her； trying to look like I was paying attention to Mr。 Varner。
〃So you like him； then？〃 She wasn't about to give up。
〃Yes；〃 I said curtly。
〃I mean； do you really like him？〃 she urged。
〃Yes；〃 I said again； blushing。 I hoped that detail wouldn't register in
her thoughts。
She'd had enough with the single syllable answers。 〃How much do you like
him？〃
〃Too much；〃 I whispered back。 〃More than he likes me。 But I don't see how
I can help that。〃 I sighed； one blush blending into the next。
Then； thankfully； Mr。 Varner called on Jessica for an answer。
She didn't get a chance to start on the subject again during class； and
as soon as the bell rang； I took evasive action。
〃In English； Mike asked me if you said anything about Monday night；〃 I
told her。
〃You're kidding！ What did you say？！〃 she gasped； pletely sidetracked。
〃I told him you said you had a lot of fun — he looked pleased。〃
〃Tell me exactly what he said； and your exact answer！〃
We spent the rest of the walk dissecting sentence structures and most of
Spanish on a minute description of Mike's facial expressions。 I wouldn't
have helped draw it out for as long as I did if I wasn't worried about
the subject returning to me。
And then the bell rang for lunch。 As I jumped up out of my seat； shoving
my books roughly in my bag； my uplifted expression must have tipped
Jessica off。
〃You're not sitting with us today； are you？〃 she guessed。
〃I don't think so。〃 I couldn't be sure that he wouldn't disappear
inconveniently again。
But outside the door to our Spanish class； leaning against the wall —
looking more like a Greek god than anyone had a right to — Edward was
waiting for me。 Jessica took one look； rolled her eyes； and departed。
〃See you later； Bella。〃 Her voice was thick with implications。 I might
have to turn off the ringer on the phone。
〃Hello。〃 His voice was amused and irritated at the same time。 He had been
listening； it was obvious。
〃Hi。〃
I couldn't think of anything else to say； and he didn't speak — biding
his time； I presumed — so it was a quiet walk to the cafeteria。 Walking
with Edward through the crowded lunchtime rush was a lot like my first
day here； everyone stared。
He led the way into the line； still not speaking； though his eyes
returned to my face every few seconds； their expression speculative。 It
seemed to me that irritation was winning out over amusement as the
dominant emotion in his face。 I fidgeted nervously with the zipper on my
jacket。
He stepped up to the counter and filled a tray with food。
〃What are you doing？〃 I objected。 〃You're not getting all that for me？〃
He shook his head； stepping forward to buy the food。
〃Half is for me； of course。〃
I raised one eyebrow。
He led the way to the same place we'd sat that one time before。 From the
other end of the long table； a group of seniors gazed at us in amazement
as we sat across from each other。 Edward seemed oblivious。
〃Take whatever you want；〃 he said； pushing the tray toward me。
〃I'm curious；〃 I said as I picked up an apple； turning it around in my
hands； 〃what would you do if someone dared you to eat food？〃
〃You're always curious。〃 He grimaced； shaking his head。 He glared at me；
holding my eyes as he lifted the slice of pizza off the tray； and
deliberately bit off a mouthful； chewed quickly； and then swallowed。 I
watched； eyes wide。
〃If someone dared you to eat dirt； you could； couldn't you？〃 he asked
condescendingly。
I wrinkled my nose。 〃I did once… on a dare；〃 I admitted。 〃It wasn't so
bad。〃
He laughed。 〃I suppose I'm not surprised。〃 Something over my shoulder
seemed to catch his attention。
〃Jessica's analyzing everything I do — she'll break it down for you
later。〃 He pushed the rest of the pizza toward me。 The mention of Jessica
brought a hint of his former irritation back to his features。
I put down the apple and took a bite of the pizza； looking away； knowing
he was about to start。
〃So the waitress was pretty； was she？〃 he asked casually。
〃You really didn't notice？〃
〃No。 I wasn't paying attention。 I had a lot on my mind。〃
〃Poor girl。〃 I could afford to be generous now。
〃Something you said to Jessica… well； it bothers me。〃 He refused to be
distracted。 His voice was husky； and he glanced up from under his lashes
with troubled eyes。
〃I'm not surprised you heard something you didn't like。 You know what
they say about eavesdropners；〃 I reminded him。
〃I warned you I would be listening。〃
〃And I warned you that you didn't want to know everything I was thinking。〃
〃You did；〃 he agreed； but his voice was still rough。 〃You aren't
precisely right； though。 I do want to know what you're thinking —
everything。 I just wish… that you wouldn't be thinking some things。〃
I scowled。 〃That's quite a distinction。〃
〃But that's not really the point at the moment。〃
〃Then what is？〃 We were inclined toward each other across the table now。
He had his large white hands folded under his chin； I leaned forward； my
right hand cupped around my neck。 I had to remind myself that we were in
a crowded lunchroom； with probably many curious eyes on us。 It was too
easy to get wrapped up in our own private； tense little bubble。
〃Do you truly believe that you care more for me than I do for you？〃 he
murmured； leaning closer to me as he spoke； his dark golden eyes piercing。
I tried to remember how to exhale。 I had to look away before it came back
to me。
〃You're doing it again；〃 I muttered。