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〃I wish you wouldn't call them that。〃
He laughed。 〃Whatever。 The Cullens； then？〃
〃Just… just Edward。〃 I pulled one arm surreptitiously around my torso。
Jacob looked surprised—unpleasantly so。 〃I thought those were just stories。 I've heard legends about
vampires who could do… extra stuff； but I thought that was just a myth。〃
〃Is anything just a myth anymore？〃 I asked him wryly。
He scowled。 〃Guess not。 Okay； we're going to meet Sam and the others at the place we go to ride our
bikes。〃
I started the truck and headed back up the road。
〃So did you just turn into a wolf now； to talk to Sam？〃 I asked； curious。
Jacob nodded； seeming embarrassed。 〃I kept it real short—I tried not to think about you so they
wouldn't know what was going on。 I was afraid Sam would tell me I couldn't bring you。〃
〃That wouldn't have stopped me。〃 I couldn't get rid of my perception of Sam as the bad guy。 My teeth
clenched together whenever I heard his name。
〃Well； it would have stopped me；〃 Jacob said； morose now。 〃Remember how I couldn't finish my
sentences last night？ How I couldn't just tell you the whole story？〃
〃Yeah。 You looked like you were choking on something。〃
He chuckled darkly。 〃Close enough。 Sam told me I couldn't tell you。 He's… the head of the pack； you
know。 He's the Alpha。 When he tells us to do something； or not to do something—when he really means
it； well； we can't just ignore him。〃
〃Weird；〃 I muttered。
〃Very；〃 he agreed。 〃It's kind of a wolf thing。〃
〃Huh〃 was the best response I could think of。
〃Yeah； there's a load of stuff like that—wolf things。 I'm still learning。 I can't imagine what it was like for
Sam； trying to deal with this alone。 It sucks bad enough to go through it with a whole pack for support。〃
〃Sam was alone？〃
〃Yeah。〃 Jacob's voice lowered。 〃When I… changed； it was the most… horrible； the most terrifying
thing I've ever been through—worse than anything I could have imagined。 But I wasn't alone—there
were the voices there； in my head； telling me what had happened and what I had to do。 That kept me
from losing my mind； I think。 But Sam…〃 He shook his head。 〃Sam had no help。〃
This was going to take some adjusting。 When Jacob explained it like that； it was hard not to feel
passion for Sam。 I had to keep reminding myself that there was no reason to hate him anymore。
〃Will they be angry that I'm with you？〃 I asked。
He made a face。 〃Probably。〃
〃Maybe I shouldn't—〃
〃No； it's okay；〃 he assured me。 〃You know a ton of things that can help us。 It's not like you're just some
ignorant human。 You're like a… I don't know； spy or something。 You've been behind enemy lines。〃
I frowned to myself。 Was that what Jacob would want from me？ Insider information to help them destroy
their enemies？ I wasn't a spy； though。 I hadn't been collecting that kind of information。 Already； his words
made me feel like a traitor。
But I wanted him to stop Victoria； didn't I？
No。
I did want Victoria to be stopped； preferably before she tortured me to death or ran into Charlie or killed
another stranger。 I just didn't want Jacob to be the one to stop her； or rather to try。 I didn't want Jacob
within a hundred miles of her。
〃Like the stuff about the mindreading bloodsucker；〃 he continued； oblivious to my reverie。 〃That's the
kind of thing we need to know about。 That really sucks that those stories are true。 It makes everything
more plicated。 Hey； do you think this Victoria can do anything special？〃
〃I don't think so；〃 I hesitated； and then sighed。 〃He would have mentioned it。〃
〃He？ Oh； you mean Edward—oops； sorry。 I forgot。 You don't like to say his name。 Or hear it。〃
I squeezed my midsection； trying to ignore the throbbing around the edges of my chest。 〃Not really； no。〃
〃Sorry。〃
〃How do you know me so well； Jacob？ Sometimes it's like you can read my mind。〃
〃Naw。 I just pay attention。〃
We were on the little dirt road where Jacob had first taught me to ride the motorcycle。
〃This good？〃 I asked。
〃Sure； sure。〃
I pulled over and cut the engine。
〃You're still pretty unhappy； aren't you？〃 he murmured。
I nodded； staring unseeingly into the gloomy forest。
〃Did you ever think… that maybe… you're better off？〃
I inhaled slowly； and then let my breath out。 〃No。〃
〃'Cause he wasn't the best—〃
〃Please； Jacob；〃 I interrupted； begging in a whisper。 〃Could we please not talk about this？ I can't stand
it。〃
〃Okay。〃 He took a deep breath。 〃I'm sorry I said anything。〃
〃Don't feel bad。 If things were different； it would be nice to finally be able to talk to someone about it。〃
He nodded。 〃Yeah； I had a hard time keeping a secret from you for two weeks。 It must be hell to not be
able to talk to anyone。〃
〃Hell；〃 I agreed。
Jacob sucked in a sharp breath。 〃They're here。 Let's go。〃
〃Are you sure？〃 I asked while he popped his door open。 〃Maybe I shouldn't be here。〃
〃They'll deal with it；〃 he said； and then he grinned。 〃Who's afraid of the big； bad wolf？〃
〃Ha ha；〃 I said。 But I got out of the truck； hurrying around the front end to stand close beside Jacob。 I
remembered only too clearly the giant monsters in the meadow。 My hands were trembling like Jacob's
had been before； but with fear rather than rage。
Jake took my hand and squeezed it。 〃Here we go。〃
14。 FAMILY
I COWERED INTO JACOB'S SIDE； MY EYES SCANNING the forest for the other werewolves。
When they appeared； striding out from between the trees； they weren't what I was expecting。 I'd gotten
the image of the wolves stuck in my head。 These were just four really big halfnaked boys。
Again； they reminded me of brothers； quadruplets。 Something about the way they moved almost in
synchronization to stand across the road from us； the way they all had the same long； round muscles
under the same redbrown skin； the same cropped black hair； and the way their expressions altered at
exactly the same moment。
They started out curious and cautious。 When they saw me there； halfhidden beside Jacob； they all
became furious in the same second。
Sam wa